Jamie has again hit the proverbial nail on the head.
She asks today that one question that I seem to have been both searching for and avoiding at the same time this past week or so.
Funny, just how much of this question I have been avoiding the past weeks. And I hadn't even realized it. Not that I was purposefully or consciously avoiding, but it sort of never dawned on me that this is the exact question I should have been asking all along.
I wish to complete...finding a Home for us. That includes moving from this house into that house, R moving from his house into the new house. Settling in, buying new furniture, painting walls, turning mere mortal bathtubs into mermaid fantasy lairs...the works...
I wish to complete...the series of ATC drawings I started months ago.
I wish to complete...my wedding shawl that I designed and am currently using as my test knit of the pattern.
I wish to complete...all these knitted presents I have on my table at the moment, which includes a baby blanket and no less than three dolls.
I wish to complete...the novel that I am planning to write for NaNo next month. My user name there is knittingjourneyman, if anyone wants to know.
I wish to complete ...the row of doll faces I see in my dreams every night of late.
I wish to complete...reading all these new books that have been arriving at my doorstep of late.
I wish to complete...the transition from broken to healed...I am not sure if that means being whole...because I haven't been whole in so long and I am finding this part of the healing process to be very overwhelming at times....
I wish to complete ... this current ride on the roller coaster so everything can calm down and we can get on with our lives and with being a family...
Not to mention, I need to finish setting things up with my etsy shop: http://www.ddraigseren.etsy.com
The shop is up--but the shop is empty.
I have also pretty much abandoned one selling blog--and need to get into re-doing this one, as well as setting the other one up more.
I do wish I would complete the range of ideas running through my head where my art and my work are concerned.
I also wish I would complete the whole trying to figure out what else to do along with my counseling work, as I am really looking forward to moving away from telephone work when the children come along, as in the babies, not just my older two.
Funny, I want to work more to work less. Plus, I know I can.
Maybe with all the powers of the wishing today I can finally move past whatever blockages are standing before me...because once I set my mind in motion, there is literally no stopping me....
Thank you for adding your voice to my own.