I wonder how long this will last
Every time I look down
I have an urge
To cry
To sob for all those things
I have wished for
And hoped for
And dreamed about
For so very long
Now here they are
Sitting right in front of me
And I cower like
A beaten dog
Wondering what
In Heaven’s name
Did I do
To deserve this
To find Happiness
To be happy
To wonder
If I will be a fool
Yet again
Left out in the cold
Always the last
